Traces

Covered in paint
traces
I woke up inside Paris
my silhouette made a stencil
In fresh snow
puffed up
with large droplets of
rain

He just needed to hold me

I woke up late
after night of drinking light acrylic
watered with white wine
with lips
painted oil gold tripping

I did
I reached the heights
inside the city lit night
infinity deconstructed

in action
I went deeper
in rage
of blue and red
the childish self
experiencing
stained
by all the beliefs for nothing
in coloured memoir

Heavenly hellish
in cold bloody pattern
in violent strokes
in slaps
obsessive

With large droplets of black dissolving the skin
I made myself hungry

Pushing
through
to never satisfy

When he holds me
I want nothing more than to posses
the only eternity I didn't enslave in my paintings