Antidivine

Anti-divine self-love

Projecting confusion into another 
With boundaries
Without the boundaries
With love
With confusion

Because I'm not you
Because I don't understand
Why I cannot be

Temple of self
Temple of another

I need to hide you in your imperfection
Hide you from myself
From the world

Even though you could exist
I don't want you
Until you dissolve in me
Without resistance
Trepidation

Agony of yours
That does not want to follow
You must
Stay silent
While I project
To explain
My falls my treasons my anti divines

Unexpected undefined
metaphors
Extracts of experiences
Flashes from

To touch the source the meaning 
through dance repetitive movement
free movement
Free and repetitive

From the soul that comes from the spirit
in flesh in flashes of material
Lifting the dualism
in a gesture of antidive godlike female human

ontological happenings of me
Mirrored in perception
By the list of personal pronouns

Me as long as you
You through her
Her inside of me
You with her

I gather pieces of being
inside the body vastness
extending
like a fabric of THIS

Sudden understanding
that my personal matters
that the words I let through
are whispers
heard by the divine in me
by the universe