Bells Of Desire
Remembering how it happened, simple and pure....Crystalline form amplified by tryptamine, or perhaps tryptamine enhanced by desire....No longer in control of my body, led by the instinct....I wasn’t ready to admit it as if it meant sudden death....Recurring thought of being betrayed by my own body cocooned inside...Sudden silence with the first touch....I didn't need to fantasize.... I was turned on by him taking off my clothes and taking off his clothes.... I asked how he would like to have me.... I lied on my back with breasts raising, with lips raising, eyes asking for him... I was the true wanting...In his gentle confident way he moved above me, held my head then pushed my legs high up giving me the third orgasm… I kept diving into his mouth deeper and wider, tip of my tongue touching the radiance, stone figurines of Mayan birds and lizards forming lines of extended patterns resonating in waves, waves of hued sounds...My tongue swirled inside the rocky landscape, linked to the edges by lacy web of colour...pulsating radiance, enhanced, transcending in multiples of single boat like eyes...descending from beyond... crawling in between the lip layers... blinking in ecstasy....Slowly inside the female form drowned in him... inside myself that will never have enough...Geometry of infinite, with legs pushed to the sides, raising the hips, beginning for more, my boy, my man, my blind bold wanting for his sperm shaped like the Psilocybin bell caps...
Once I arched underneath him he pushed through the throat of vagina stroking every nerve inside...raising the moans until I screamed grasping for the last breath, again and again... I felt his penis pulsating with a milliard of molecular semilanceatas turned into a juicy foam: "Please give me some" I whispered into his ear licking the edges, my mouth wide open letting the deepest darkest sounds out. Carnal pleasure, destiny of the human race: "Fuck me baby, come inside" I didn't dare to say but whispered into the catcher that spread through me each time I closed my eyes. Hallucinating with kaleidoscopic droplets waves particles bouncing inside my head, turned towards eternity, observed by Ganesha's single eye levitating between our bodies. I will be his for the rest of the time. As he is mine in the final blast, promise of immortality through the ultimate vision of love beyond fear. I laughed playfully when he finally rested in my arms, then disappeared. I was left cascading through the wet heat.
Drifting...I was a woman without the boundaries...I was...Without the boundaries...A woman. I said.
“Yes” - his but myself. Delightfully pleased. He took my hand and led me to bed with my eyes closed I could sense his skin. I could smell him, the smell of his, the seductive potion that drew me towards, I was curious enough, aroused, enchanted, relaxed, at home, when he was in me. Simple as desire, love that does not need to be justified. Getting higher I fall on the cushions as if I was resting on a cloud, heavenly, he wrapped his arms around me, dipped the teeth in my neck and whispered "Kocham Cie". By the bedside I noticed a couple of stems with a small nipple-like protrusion on the top, I licked them and pulled inside me, chewed and passed one of them into his mouth whispering “Me too.”